I am in LOVE!!
Even a thought of her gives me goosebumps!! She is so pretty, so soft and so elegant. Every word she speaks is music to my years.. And those little signs that she gives me ooof, man just make me go insane. Why is it that I just wait for her calls? Why is it that I just want to be with her? Talk to her? Just don't do anything else?
All my thoughts start and end on her.I just can't get her off my mind. I just cannot live in peace, when she's not around! When she leaves, it's as if she is taking away a part of me with her, maybe the whole of me... Even in a crowd I feel lonely, even the best of humor is dry to me... Even writting all this down in an aimless series is just a way to remember her, her face what light in those twinkling eyes. I see myself in them, is she thinking about me, does she feel the same as I do?
The world is meaningless without you, I can pay any price to be with you...........
Monday, February 27, 2006
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Well I am forced to express this but today is valentine's and I am still alone. I always carried the thought that falling in love is never true, you fall for the person, his/her physical attributes, the outer self of his/her. I think that the word "love" gives people an excuse to meet, make friends and then.....
Love for me always signified that divine feeling which exists between a mother and her child, a father and his young son, the teacher and the student the god and his follower. This is because, the said are not formed with any motive behind them, they are all motiveless, they are just transfer of care and concern from one person to another. And deep down I am happy with this meaning of love!
But recently one of my friends had a break up and he was really disturbed with the incident. As if he has lost a fortune, even in a crowd, I bet, he must have felt alone. We talked a lot a'bt this and really the love he has for this girl just shakes my perspective. Love is not just physical attraction, it is that feeling that acts as a magnet to bring two souls together. It makes you sacrifice everything you have just to be with that person you love! As if you are this differant person all together. It's just something that goes beyond definitions for those lucky few that have felt it.
BUT, what if you loose her, do you sulk? do you just stop living? do you give up everything else that was there? I say no!! It's because love in it's purest sense means giving up. Giving up for the person you love! Have you ever seen a beautiful flower in the garden. Have you felt like plucking it and decorating it in your house? But what will happen if you try and pluck it and take it inside? Soon it will loose it's beauty and fragrence. Why? because you took it away from the place from which it derived all it's beauty- the soil, the sun, everything. Sulking and cursing the girl that has left you is nothing but trying to kill the divinity of the love that you once had for her. The real love is to just let her live like that and trying to feel the beauty of it............
And if you truely loved her, she will come back..........................................
Love for me always signified that divine feeling which exists between a mother and her child, a father and his young son, the teacher and the student the god and his follower. This is because, the said are not formed with any motive behind them, they are all motiveless, they are just transfer of care and concern from one person to another. And deep down I am happy with this meaning of love!
But recently one of my friends had a break up and he was really disturbed with the incident. As if he has lost a fortune, even in a crowd, I bet, he must have felt alone. We talked a lot a'bt this and really the love he has for this girl just shakes my perspective. Love is not just physical attraction, it is that feeling that acts as a magnet to bring two souls together. It makes you sacrifice everything you have just to be with that person you love! As if you are this differant person all together. It's just something that goes beyond definitions for those lucky few that have felt it.
BUT, what if you loose her, do you sulk? do you just stop living? do you give up everything else that was there? I say no!! It's because love in it's purest sense means giving up. Giving up for the person you love! Have you ever seen a beautiful flower in the garden. Have you felt like plucking it and decorating it in your house? But what will happen if you try and pluck it and take it inside? Soon it will loose it's beauty and fragrence. Why? because you took it away from the place from which it derived all it's beauty- the soil, the sun, everything. Sulking and cursing the girl that has left you is nothing but trying to kill the divinity of the love that you once had for her. The real love is to just let her live like that and trying to feel the beauty of it............
And if you truely loved her, she will come back..........................................
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